Love Reborn

Up until now, I had no idea that the love of my life was the same person I got stuck with inside the "X-Ray Room", should I say THANK YOU to Mam Lorie (supervisor)? La la la.

I am no hypocrite. Tbh, there was something so mysterious about him, to the extent that I'm willing to dig deeper just to find it out.

He was shy and perhaps intimidated by me. I don't know.

I came to work late shift and he's doing nights by that time, well as far as I remember. To sum it up, we didn't really had our moments as conflicted by our schedule.

Though we didn't really talk much at work, I could say, I've tried to always communicate with him by any means. Unfortunately, I seldom got his response back. I wasn't sure what was going on between us, but I was certain we already had connection, a vague connection. But no matter how unclear it was for me, I took it as a (+) sign.

Time passed away, and so did he. We lost the only possible way of staying connected. He was out of reach, out of nowhere. He disappointed me, big time!

As far back as my vivid memory can recall, the song "SOMEDAY" by Nina had been playing in my head repeatedly.

Someday you'll gonna realize
One day you'll see this through my eyes
But then i won't even be there
I'll be happy somewhere
Even if i can't

I know
You don't really see my worth
You think your the last guy on earth
Well I've got news for you
I know I'm not that strong
But it won't take long
Won't take long

Coz someday, someone's gonna love me
The way, i wanted you to need me
Someday, someone's gonna take your place
One day I'll forget about you
You'll see, i won't even miss you

Someday, someday

But now
I know you can't tell
I'm down,and I'm not do anyway
But one day these tears
They will all run dry
I won't have to cry
Sweet goodbye

Coz someday, someone's gonna love me
The way, i wanted you to need me
Someday, someone's gonna take your place
One day I'll forget about you
You'll see, i won't even miss you
Someday, someday

It was just so much of everything. I was in despair of falling in love. Yes, I was separated from the person I was made to love and loved by the one who was made to love me. I did love(d) him as well, but sometimes, Love wasn't enough for us. An unexplained event just happened so suddenly and so it ended. I learned so much from the relationship I had in the past, I thought it made me a better person. Thank you.

This time, I am making a final U-turn here. It seems as if fate has given us a 2nd chance. My SOMEDAY has COME.

And that SOMEONE has arrived.

Di, I can't wait to be with you. I can't wait to hear you singing the song DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO for me, where I will be singing BABY NOW THAT I FOUND YOU back to you. Let's keep the Lord in the center of our relationship and everything will fall into place. I don't want to promise you anything, but I will love you, ever.

TLC, Momi :)